The Third Sky

Killed by the perfection

Now everyone is suffering, overwhelmed by every single project they have on hands. Ideas and concept is needed badly, but how am I suppose to come put anything when my brain is empty? Don’t ask me what am I thinking because I don’t know that neither. It seems so blank.

I no longer enjoy doing my final project. How am I going to enjoy doing it when I keep thinking that I will fail, The thought of failing one of the subjects keep haunting me. I seriously damn worry for this subject but it seems like nothing I can do about it expect just fail it. I already failed once, due to stupid reason and now I really don’t want it to repeaagain. I can’t afford to fail agaim

The thought of being perfect just making me suffer so much. Everything also wants to be perfect but yet I producing shit. All my work is shit!!! Now I really damn sick of doing the Flash. How am I gonna enjoy doing it when mind keep thinking that I gonna failed it. Now I am so damn worry that I am going to retake this sem again. I DON’T WANT TO RETAKE!!! ARRRHH!!!

I try my best to be perfect in doing the CGPP, now I miss out few words… 10 marks gone. DAMN!!! 5 days hard work to be perfect and now is gone. Haiz.

Finding out some truth also give me a shock. Never expected that and till now I still can’t believe it. I just hope I can take it and get over it.

There are good things (Thank God)Hmm…
I just ate Ice Cream + Soup Ball + Pudding + Ice Kacang + Gingko Barley Dessert + Blended Peanut. Syok syok. Haha
Curi tulang at the dessert shop, what to do? Have to take a break from all the preasure, if continue like this i will just simply explode. Haha

Running out of idea and don’t know what to write again.