Ok... Just like the title, my life is in the mess but I am trying hard to fix it now. What really happened in the last few weeks really brings me hell, because just like usual, truth will not be as beautiful as you thought. I only can say, I do learn something. You guys really gave me a great lesson, but… the price of learning it is far too expensive then I thought. Learn something but lose something in the same time… what the hell!!! Haiz!!! What can I say? Things really not gonna be the same anymore, it changed and no point look back dy. All I can do is just accept it... painfully. Seriously it hurt a lot. If the situation now is what you want, I will not gonna do anything, BUT… if you want some changes, please do something ok? I really dunno how to continue dy.
Learned: Disappointment and jealousy brings nothing but disaster.
For the last one, I have to no idea what to say about you… really!!! You totally make me speechless. Seriously I have no idea how to react now. Angry? Or disappointed? Well…I will just forget the damn story. I am done with the fucking disappointment. Just do whatever you want now.
I will see whether I can move on or not. I really need time, because it is a repeated history, same story same reason same ending. Haha. Anyway, just hope the best for you, that’s the only thing I can do for you now. I just hope things can be the just like the way how it used to be but I don’t know about you. All I can do is just hope. Please don’t let the history repeated for the third time. This is totally pointless because this is not helping at all, it just making the situation becoming worse. You do know about this right? Sorry about the past and thanks for the ugly truth too.
Learned: Chasing illusions might dreams comes true but it can be fatal too if fail.
Things is not getting any better after my laptop broke down. I am like… WTF!? I am rushing Flash lah, how can it broke down now? I really can't cope with the stress man. Can't even back up my files since i can't even turn it on. Haiz… But thank god some people willing to lend me their laptop. Able to survive a bit. Without him i am dead i guess? Hahaha
Learned: There are lights inside the darkness.
After going through all this crap… What is the best solution? I think I have one, which is ... Laugh like an idiot!!! Haha. Seriously I shouldn't be emo anymore, what’s the point of being emo and sad? It is nothing but making my friends worry. I should always put a smile on my face, as usual. Sorry people, for making you guys worry about me. Thanks to some of you who care for me, even just a simple “Are you ok?” is enough to make me happy dy. Thanks man.
Learned: Laugh like an idiot always the best. Muahahahaha
Some message to some of you…
To you: I am fine now, thanks for the support and the hugs…
To you: I will learn to be cheerful just like you and I am not sot ok?
To you: No more FA, just get over it. Let’s move on.
To you: Always be cool and chill, don’t be like cow…
To you: Thanks for the Laptop, without you i am dead.
To you: Thanks for the 3 times “Are you ok?”, I am fine.
To you: Sorry for not responding even you say hi. No next time..
To you: I told you I will be fine. Haha. Thanks for concerning that day.
To you: You too… I told u I am fine. Haha. So no worries ok? =)
To you: Just hope you will be good as usual. Will “annoy” you next time…
To you: Things won’t be the same but so what? Do something please?
To you: Time to let go and face the reality.
To you: Hopefully no more battle with FA but you are awesome.
To all of you: I am fine I guess? So no worry… Haha
Wait… I don’t think I am fine… LONG TIME NO MOVIE DY!!! Last movie if I am not wrong is Monster VS Alien. I find it quite entertaining. I feel like watching Transformers. I haven’t watch Night at the Museum 2 too. I feel myself so outdated but what to do? Flash is not done yet and now I having problem in animating my character. Even a stupid stickman also can’t walk or run smoothly… WHAT THE HELL!!! I am gonna explode dy. I am sick of the stupid flash!!! I am dead, so far behind the schedule... TT - TT
CHILL~~ CHILL MAN!!! CHILL~~ don’t panic, always chill. Haha. Seriously sad case lah, Adobe Flash keep crashing. However, even it crash but I don’t even bother to scream or anything. This is not because I saved my work, is because Crash until sudah biasa dy. Haha. Time to fight with Flash dy… FIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD
Alice Kingsley
The Mad Hatter
The Red Queen
The White Queen
Tweedledee and Tweedledum 